What's Wrong With Me?

The 3rd bart of my "The Fight begin's" Picture: [link]

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Back story
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I went to the only place I knew I would be alone in, The lake. I fell to my knees in the middle of the clearing and cried tear's of shame and humiliation. How could I be so stupid?! I should've known not to trust anyone, even my brother. I riped my ponytail holder out of my hair and threw it in some direction I'm not sure where and I didn't care. I was to busy cring my eye's out to care. I pulled my knees up to my chest and sobed into them.

I must've been cring for awhile since no more tear's would come out and it was getting dark. whatever, no one cares right? The thought made me sob harder, I was so weak and I hated it! Rick was right as much as I don't was to say it he was. I don't belong here, never have.

I stayed there till it was pitch black out side and yet I made no move to get up from the ground. I just sat there, knees up to my chest as I huged them. There was no way I was going back now, I can never face any of them again not after what he said. I swear some people just don't know how badly words can hurt. Remember that old saying? "Stick's and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me." Huh? BULLSHIT! It's complete and udder bullshit! I feel beating the hell out of whoever came up with that shit.

"Alexis?" My body stiffened. Who could that be? My mond was hasey from all my sobing before and my body was shakey and weak. If it was Rick I don't think I could even muster the will to fight with him anymore. I feel weak and tired.

"Alexis, why haven't you been to school?" I knew the voice now, Grampa, he always come's here 'cause he knows this is the one place no one else will look for me. "Just leave Grampa. It doesn't matter." I said in a dry voice as it cracked from all the sobing. "What happened?" I shook my head. "Forget okay? Just forget it." I knew he was right behind me now but I didn't turn around to look at him.

"You were being picked on again weren't you?" I shook my head. "Listen young one I can't help you if you don't talk to me." I bit down on my lip till I tasted blood. "Maybe I don't want any help! the only reason you're here is 'cause you feel sorry for me! None of you really care!" Grampa steped back from my sudden out burst and side. "Alexis, who said these thing's?" I shook my head again and laied my head on my knees.

"Does it matter? It's been said and it's true.." I felt a hand being placed on my head gently. "Alexis you know that's not true, now stop this and tell me what happened." I looked over at him and grabed onto his robes and sobed. "Why is it so hard for me here? Why does everyone hate me here?" Grampa pated my head and back making a shh sound to try and calm me. "What's wrong with me grampa?" I asked looking up at him.

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